temptation or restraint

i've won and i've lost

the struggle tears me apart

the final judgement means much to me

i try to follow me heart

i know that i try

but are my effort's too weak

it's just a matter of right or wrong

it's what i do and not what i speak

i can't believe that there is no hope

or else i am sure to give in

i have to keep my faith alive and

tell myself not to give in

i know that i try

but are efforts too late?

will i be able to right my wrongs?

will i be able to conquer my hate?

temptation or restraint

the choice is left up to me

in the end i hope i prove my faith

in he who judges me