apparition is the name of a friend
that goes away in the end
all this time all i could do
was feel you and touch you
and just feel the blackness of your skin
but it became the blackness of your heart
and i just. have to laugh
and all this time when i thought that you were
that you were just stubborn
back into what you used to be
into what you said you'd never be again
and spinning round and round