the beloved's cry

my heart flies on her wings

now i'm crying

the moon so red

tomorrow shall be another hell

to the sun

the sky's soul is fed

blows pass me down

them i do not feel

nothing except the shadow is real

why did she do it? why did she die?

how could she leave without saying goodbye?

she's proven my life to be just a lie

when sea waves crush they hit me hard

but i do not feel them

and then

reality is no more real

to me

i ask myself

should i end it now

and join her at last?

i miss the cold embrace of lust

nothing left

just a dust

nothing's left

my dearest love