the doctor said

i'll be lost inside my head

bad thoughts till 4 am

then i'll try to sleep

and i can't tell anyone

i'm so scared they'll get up and run

so i don't speak

and oh

i miss when we were younger

the days were so much funner

weren't they

oh

i book a new appointment

it's another disappointment

they're all the same

same

same

when the doctor says i'm fine

one at morning

one at night

these pills will help you remember how to smile

but what does he know

'cause i feel so alone

and mom and dad both tell me i'm alright

'cause the doctor said you're fine

my own mind can lie to me

they all say it's anxiety

but i

just think it's me

now i've lost so many years

my pillow's a tissue for my tears

but you

never see

and now

i can't even eat my dinner

mom says i'm getting thinner

am i?

oh

i book a new appointment

yet another disappointment

they're all the same

same

same

when the doctor says i'm fine

one at morning

one at night

these pills will help you remember how to smile

but what does he know

'cause i feel so alone

and mom and dad both tell me i'm alright

'cause the doctor said you're fine

but he don't care about me

he'll just go home to his family

why does no one see

i'm not the girl

i wish that i could be

'cause the doctor says i'm fine

one at morning

one at night

these pills will help you remember how to smile

but what does he know

'cause i feel so alone

and mom and dad both tell me i'm alright

'cause the doctor said i'm fine