the staying song

i want to chew through electric wires and electrocute myself

i want to close my head in something heavy with a locking mechanism

it's just bad timing

i only moved here two weeks ago

and the rent was so expensive

my parents would kill me if i left

i dropped every pick i have on the floor

it'll take me so long to pick them up

and i don't have the strength to put on my clothes

and i don't have the strength to open the blinds

i want to chew through electric wires and electrocute myself

don't unplug the alarm clock until i'm done with this

i want to put duct tape in sensitive areas and rip it off

and a buzzsaw to divide perpendicular sections of my brain

i hate the fluorescent light so i'm sitting here in the dark

and i don't have the strength to go to a restaurant

and i don't have the strength to pour a bowl of cereal

i want to chew through electric wires and electrocute myself