the strength i need

i can feel the tumble weeds blowing

through the desert that is now my life

i can feel the emptiness echo

through the chambers that hold my heart

i miss you

and it's hell

but i'll go on

i will go on

now

everyone worries

but i know with time

this will be all

die down and it's work out fine

i only wish you could see how hard it is

without you near to me

you're so dear to me

i have to keep in mind that i haven't changed

i harbor no bitterness though i feel pain

i bear no guilt

i'm not ashamed

i've done all that i can and i will remain

heaven

give me the strength i need

there's chill upon the air

bit i welcome the cold

and i suppose that's strange

there's a roar up in the sky

but i think it's the stars telling me to wait

i miss you

and it's hell

but i wait here

oh

i stay quiet

and the hardest thing is my helplessness

i've opened the door

now you have the rest

i can't mend a wound inside you that's not from me

but it's still so hard without you near to me

you're so dear to me

i have to keep in mind that i haven't changed

i harbor no bitterness though i feel pain

i bear no guilt

i'm not ashamed

i've done all that i can and i will remain

heaven

give me the strength i need

oh

love

oh

my love

give me the strength i need. 'cause i haven't changed

i harbor no bitterness though i feel pain

i bear no guilt

i'm not ashamed

i've done all that i can and i will remain

heaven

give me the strength i need

give me the strength i need. give me the strength i need.