the venom inside

the venom inside

turned me into the enemy

turned into what i hate

my apathy got the best of me

blood boiled and lost my way

i never thought i'd be the one to blame

have to live with constant shame

everything that i put inside

just to feel numb

i tried to escape

push it away

tried to hide

the venom inside

i tried to escape

push it away

tried to hide

the venom inside

this was nothing but moral abuse

guess i just needed something new

what could i gain from solitude?

or acting like a fool?

i tried to escape

push it away

tried to hide

the venom inside

i tried to escape

push it away

tried to hide

the venom inside

disconnected

apathetic

it's so pathetic to be this frantic

i needed help! i needed help

like methadone for an addict

i tried to escape

push it away

tried to hide

the venom inside