the way to begin

dear god

it's me again down here

don't wanna sound insincere

i'm lost

sometimes you're so unclear

what can i do?

i'm feeling so far from you

frustrated

irritated

disconnected from it all

the weight of the world

has pushed me to the wall

i surrender

to you i'm giving in

come take me

save me

i want to start again

i'll open my broken heart

'cause i've reached the end

and you are the way to begin

i've seen a million empty smiles

living in denial

i don't wanna live like that

where nothing's real

i hate how it is to feel

frustrated

irritated

disconnected from it all

i'm breaking

i'm aching for something beautiful

all the riches in this world

couldn't fill this great big hole

it takes something so much more

only you can take me

you can make me whole