there's alot going on
Singer:vic mensa
everything's changing around me
these days don't feel the same
we all lost faith and lost family
why must we play this game?
we live forever in my mind
there's a lot going on but i stick to the ones i love
i never claimed to be a perfect man but name a great man who was
consequences of my actions in the past years had me stressing out
i just moved to l.a. i was tryna figure it out
medication for depression that i cut cold turkey
in an episode out in hollywood
wilding out like nick cannon
railing adderall pills out a dollar bill
clean the whole mess up with my nose
what the fuck i need a vacuum for?
new york city on my birthday
i had that first meeting with hov
plus i brought out the whole team
i drank that whole bottle of d'usse ty ty gave me that night
at the rap genius house me and shorty got into a fight
she came out the room swingin'
i was really tryna fend her off
but i ended up in the closet with my hands around her neck
too proud to apologize or empathize
saying that she hit me first
even though she was the one hurt
i was really just reflecting all the hurt that i was feeling from the band's rejection
when kids these days split
that shit felt like a c-section
and my infidelity and jealousy with natalie on top of the amphetamines
and the ecstasy had me tryna drown face down in the chesapeake
the next month i dropped down on my luck" and had europe going nuts