things don't exist

in my fear

i fear

we're seas apart in old worlds. we began

in vibrant colors

but one of the things you said

and i dread it. that everything turns grey

this is where i stray

i

i want so badly

to say that these things dont exist anymore. when that indigo

creeps upon me i cant deny

that i'm blue

and not like you

when i look into your eyes at times

it's within them i find

a love i never knew

still i'm bound to you. something inside so strong

wont settle in me somehow

i'm not free. i want so badly

to say that these things dont exist anymore. when that indigo creeps apon me i cant deny

that i'm blue. it's past mistakes not hearts that break

in moral laws respect they take and

now

it still effects me to. if my one enemy is me

then tell me how to stay true and not be blamed by you. i

i want so badly to say that these things

anymore. when that indigo

i cant deny that i'm blue. i

i want so badly to say that these things dont exist anymore. when that indigo creeps upon me i cant deny

that i'm blue

and not like you.