most of my life i've missed the signs
i've missed a mother
up at night cursing about it all
the cringing moments
seen our hopes crucified and turned to scattered ashes
it's gone
it left me here to fend on my own
up and down
turned around
i've been so many faces
lost my home years ago
been searching many places
i don't belong to anyone
i've lost communication
it's gone
it landed me and left me here alone
i was already in this
i was born with these bags in my hands from the start
i was already in this
way down and far below
way down and far below
worrying is my calling
thoughts they keep erasing
no matter how many drugs that i keep on taking
it won't be long before my song has seen its final page
it's gone
they've left me here to fend on my own
systems fried
been compromised
i've seen some better days here
mud in eye
skin is dry
to feel often jaded
confidence is something i haven't felt in many ages
it's gone
they've left me here to feel on my own
i was already in this
i was born with these bags in my hands from the start
i was already in this
way down and far below
way down and far below
way down and far below
i was already in this
i was born with these bags in my hands from the start
i was already in this
i was born with these bags in my hands from the start\
was already in this
and i was born with these bags in my hands from the start
was already in this
way down and far below
way down and far below
way down and far below
way down and far below