The Gift

I was falling for a long time

Almost everything I knew became more fucking worthless

So many promises

so much energy

All I want is silence

all I want is peace

all I want is you

No more reason for searching for what I always expected from life

New direction

new fuckin' rules

You caught me on my way to my new life

I think it's time to act selfishly

Memories of a time before distrust and pain

Perhaps a dream

perhaps a trap

But not this time

it's too different

My pulse is slowing down

my eyes are closed now

And I create a picture in my head

a picture of the time

I draw it with my mind

it's colourful and bright

It's no longer waiting

from today it's arriving

This time I can see the sky

the first time I don't look back

No more walls

no more lies

I can breathe until after the sundown

My glowing heart

just awakened perfection within reach

My sad memories

you make them look like fading dust

I am the air

I am the ground

nothing can burn me down

I really missed this feeling

now I don't fear myself anymore

Open mind

open ways

my future turns to light

Hope has come to find me

my real destination

This is the control I was waiting for

it makes me unbreakable

I remember who I am

what i was

what i've become