time must end

there's no more to be felt

no need to gasp for air

floor of the bathroom has stopped to be

so cold and hard - so cold and hard

there's no more sound to be heard

the room became gloomy

but i was still conscious in spite of

the silence and void - silence and void

have no perception of shapes or forms

no concrete memory. no here and there

only a knowledge of my being's all i have

there ain't nothing

no one

nowhere

alone. alone

time must end - nothing to help me

endless pain and tormenting want

it started to dawn on me then

initially too weak to notice

and too far away to get fully aware

of light shining there

struck by sudden hope

light became brighter and brighter

and started to burst - started to burst

frightened of thoughts

that will eat me up from inside

there's no escape

no way to erase

nothingness

crushed from outside

feel like dust that's lost in nowhere

ashamed. ashamed

time must end - nothing to help me

endless pain and tormenting want