tragician

i hate the things i do

and all the shit i put you through

it's tragic

i'm static

i am the world's worst

i am my own worst enemy

and i hate me

most days i can't believe i'm still here

most days i'm surprised

you want a new life

i wanna do what's right by you

but i can't seem to get my shit together

not ever

no matter how hard i try

i never seem to get it right

i'm sick of having you depend on me

cause i'll let you down like i always do

i am the world's worst

i am my own worst

it's crazy you stuck with me

most days i can't believe you're still here

most days you cry

you want a new lie

i wanna do what's right by you

but i can't seem to get my shit together

not ever

no matter how hard i try

i never seem to get it right

and through all the times we've had

i never saw what you saw in me

through all the times we've tried

i could never be what you needed of me

but i wish i were

you want a new line

i wanna do what's right by you

but i can't seem to get my shit together

not ever

no matter how hard i try

i never seem to get it right

i still remember how i made you feel

i still remember how i made you feel

once upon a time