trying my best

i know you think i got it all figured out 'cause

i walk around like my head's in the clouds but

i'm just a boy with his heart pourin' out

of his head

i wish that you could see the pain that i've seen and

all of the time i spent being not me and

i hope you know it's not always happy

in my head

'cause i don't know

the perfect road to go down

but i know

i'm trying my best

i'm trying my best to be okay

i'm trying my best but every day

it's so hard

and i'm holding my breath

i'm holding my breath 'til i can say

all of the words i wanna say

from my heart

if you really wanted i could let you inside

it's been so long and i've got nothing left to hide

would you believe me if i told you that i've

got flaws

now it's time to let the curtains unfold and

tell all the stories that i didn't want told

i let it out so i unburden my soul

i won't stop

'cause i don't know

the perfect road to go down

but i know

i'm trying my best

i'm trying my best to be okay

i'm trying my best but every day

it's so hard

and i'm holding my breath

i'm holding my breath 'til i can say

all of the words i wanna say

from my heart

i'm trying my best

i'm trying my best to be okay

i'm trying my best but every day

it's so hard

and i'm holding my breath

i'm holding my breath 'til i can say

all of the words i wanna say

from my heart