trying to forget

lie enough to try to convince me of your plans

all these people asking questions of why all the sudden distance

and i can't find enough words to spit into your face

to suffice all my dues

is it so hard to just take me as i am?

why is it a contest of who shall take your hand?

i deserve to abandon this toxicness

but you still intoxicate me hastily trying to forget

i want to know what you think inside that head

since the days you lost your relevance and traded it instead

for new friends and trends that you wanted so bad

but you got what you were looking for

so now say that you're glad

is it so hard to just take me as i am?

why is it a contest of who shall take your hand?

i deserve to abandon this toxicness

but you still intoxicate me hastily trying to

forget all the times

running to confide in him

it doesn't make a difference because i know what i did

forget all the times

running to confide in him

it never made a difference because i know what i did

forget all the times

running to confide in him

forget all those times

it never made a difference

is it so hard to just take me as i am?

why is it a contest of who shall take your hand?

i deserve to abandon this toxicness

but you still intoxicate me hastily trying to forget

is it so hard to just take me as i am?

why is it a contest of who shall take your hand?

i deserve to abandon this toxicness

but you still intoxicate me hastily trying to forget