tumor

they love to

love to love you when you're up

they never touch you

never touch your blood and guts

in neverland

you're never free

you see what you want to see

i've been watching the swelling grow

i've always known

when this is over

i'll need a surgery

cause you were a tumor

you'll leave a hole inside of me

it's high risk

not hopeless

i'm conscious

when this is over

when this is over

i'll still be letting it grow

wish i could say

wish i could say i didn't know

i had the vision

had the feeling all along

still i followed

i took your lead

swallowed the toxic

magic weeds

i've been watching the swelling grow

i've always known

i'll still be letting it grow