turn back to me

my memories are still

so bright

but i keep the curtains drawn

i've never been like this

or am i just romanticising a person that's gone?

i can only take so much before i spill my guts

but i'm terrified of letting you see what i'm thinking

but you left before i could

and if i could too

i would

cause my mind's a frightening

and lonely place i can't escape at night

you dreamt yourself away

and time made your dreams come true

i hoped that you would stay

but miles mean nothing to you

turn back to me

it's all my fault

and i know it

turn back to me

it's all my fault

and i know it

i know that i deserve to be alone

i wrote myself out of your story

and i know i made it seem like i never cared at all

but i swear i was always trying

and

oh

god

did i try!

this was hard when you were still around

you were still around

how am i meant to survive this now?

survive this now

i'm so disappointed in who i chose to be

who i chose to be

i've been having nightmares that follow me until i fall asleep

you dreamt yourself away

and time made your dreams come true

i hoped that you would stay

but miles mean nothing to you

turn back to me

it's all my fault

and i know it

turn back to me

it's all my fault

and i know it

it's all my fault

and i know it

it's all my fault

and i know it

and

oh

god

did i try

it's all my fault

and i know it

and

oh

god

did i try

it's all my fault

and i know it

and

oh

god

did it try

it's all my fault

and i know it

and

oh

god

did it try

it's all my fault

and i know it