what the hell is wrong with me. i try to see what i'm not able to see. i try to be what i'm not supposed to be. i've tried everythin' but nothing works for me. i guess i'd better stick to my tv. its the only thing that makes me feel free. i can change the channels whenever that i please. i've got a cable to fulfill my precious needs. i'm a failure to this world and i'm week. i'm a geek