two months from a year

am i allowed to breathe

am i allowed to counter

words that don't believe

and words that don't matter

and soon i'll sigh

and forget them all

only sometimes

am i allowed.breathe

and someone should have told me

that you would be here

but you weren't you anymore

you weren't you. but you will

you will

you will

you. soon i will fall like the wall

and how it feels will be horror

do you hate it?

'cause you weren't you anymore

you weren't. but you will

you will

you will

you. soon i will fall like the wall

all around fractured view of life

i tear down all these idols

and i'll make my transformation

you'll feel better.right?

but you will

you will

you will

you. you can't scar me.you can't

you can't scar me.you can't

how the fuck does it feel?

soon i will fall like the wall

and how the fuck does it feel?

and how the fuck did you figure?