unbalanced

trembling hands drag down tearing skin right from my face

mangled spine

eyes back

i think i've found my place

praying to be conquered by the images i think i see

delusional

schizophrenic

mind controlled

picking at flesh i'm loosing all my sanity

the reflection tells me that i'm condemned

i'm drifting further from my normality as i watch the blackened figure in the room ascend

grip me by the throat

nails lodged into my neck

losing color from my eyes with weakness in my bones

dragged to a familiar place

aroused

i'm eager to be home

psychotic thoughts carved into blood drenched letters

no more running

just accepting it's not fucking getting better

i am my favorite enemy

my own two hands will bury me

i have been consumed

i won't return

the reality of dementia is enticing

i'm at ease loosing all my sanity

no return

twisted torn up deranged mind fucked

it's crawling in me

feast upon my eyes

sudden flesh crave

i've summoned dark skies

i can't stop this torture frenzy

screams so pleasuring

slipping in your throat

spilt blood as your family kneels before me

it's not my hands

it's the work of the damned

i violate as your skin turns cold

i have become so disturbing

reborn

never thought it'd come to this malevolence

delusional

schizophrenic

mind controlled

grip me by the throat

nails lodged into my neck

loosing color from my eyes with weakness in my bones

dragged to a familiar place

aroused

i'm eager to be home

i have been consumed. i won't return

the reality of dementia is enticing

i'm at ease loosing all my sanity