Uncertainty

Though I look forward to my future

just know I'm scared to

death. After all is said and done

I won't have a clue what to do next. Will I

struggle to find the answer? Will I take an easy way out? Or will I find the

strength inside to carry on? My greatest fear is amounting to nothing. I

fucking hate the fact that I feel no sense of security. But more importantly

I

hate the fact that I can't confide in myself. It feels like nothing good will

stay

unless I stay the same. I need to find a way to dissolve the uncertainty.

This is who I am

and this is who I'll always be. I refuse to be afraid

of

something I don't know to be true. I need to pick myself back up

I need to

find a way to keep all the worry from head. Before it sends me to an early

grave. I refuse to let fear define me.