usefully useless

sitting face to face with all the wreckage

with no perspective i just don't get it

pulling limb from limb

feeling dissected

i'm on the fence of feeling calm and collected

another lie keeps running through my brain

i can change

i can change

i can change

i just can't figure out what's wrong with me

i just don't want to be a wannabe

spending all my time self-diagnosing

while decomposing

usefully useless

circumstances are holding me hostage

i wake up exhausted

at this point i've lost it

another lie keeps running through my brain

i can change

i can change

i can change

i can change

i can change

i just can't figure out what's wrong with me

i just don't want to be a wannabe

there's nothing left to talk about

i'd rather you just block it out

living with the paranoia

can't control the void

i'm doing alright

i'm doing alright

i'm still living with the paranoia

can't control the void

i'm doing alright

another lie keeps running through my brain

i can change

i can change

i can change

i just can't figure out what's wrong with me

i just don't want to be a wannabe

a wannabe

i just don't want to be a wannabe