values of madness

ikiteru koto ga saitei

sonna koto o omoinagara

jibun jishin o aisuru koto mo dekinai

sozo suru dake de haki so

anta to no manegoto ya

sono yasui yujo ni kudaranai kachikan

muchakucha ni kowashitai no wa

kono sekai to jibun jishin

wakari aenai no wa dare da?

kachi ga nai no wa kono yo no subete

go mad

i cannot love myself

imada ni sutekirenai no wa

dareka ga mitsukete kureru

so shinjitai kimochi ga doko ka de

yume o miteru

mijime tarashii jinsei

so sa hai uzukumarinagara

shinenai ikihaji o sarase

muchakucha ni kowashitai no wa

kono sekai to jibun jishin

wakari aenai no wa dare da?

kachi ga nai no wa kono yo no subete

go mad

i cannot

go mad

shinu made oikakeyo

go mad

i cannot

nerai o hazusuna

imadani sutekirenai no wa

dareka ga mitsuketekureru

so shinjitai kimochi ga doko ka de

yume o miteru

sono hitomi ni ireta ore wa donna iro no chi o nagashiteita?

yasashii manazashi ga kieteiku sayonara mo iezu

ikiteru koto ga saitei

sonna koto o omoinagara

jibun jishin o aisuru koto mo dekinai

Sheng kiteruShi gaZui Di

sonnaShi woSi inagara

Zi Fen Zi Shen woAi suruShi moChu Lai nai

Xiang Xiang surudakedeTu kisou

antaDeng noZhen Si Shi ya

sonoAn iYou Qing nikudaranaiJia Zhi Guan

Wu Cha Ku Cha niHuai shitainoha

konoShi Jie toZi Fen Zi Shen

Fen kariHe enainohaShui da?

Jia Zhi gaWu inohakonoShi noQuan te

go mad

i cannot love myself

Wei daniShe teQie renainoha

Shui kagaJian Fu ketekureru

souXin zitaiQi Chi chigaHe Chu kade

Meng woJian teru

Can metarashiiRen Sheng

sousaZhe iDun rinagara

Si nenaiSheng kiChi woPu se

Wu Cha Ku Cha niHuai shitainoha

konoShi Jie toZi Fen Zi Shen

Fen kariHe enainohaShui da?

Jia Zhi gaWu inohakonoShi noQuan te

go mad

i cannot

go mad

Si numadeZhui iGua keyou

go mad

i cannot

Ju iwoWai suna

Wei daniShe teQie renainoha

Shui kagaJian Fu ketekureru

souXin zitaiQi Chi chigaHe Chu kade

Meng woJian teru

sonoTong niRu retaAn hadonnaSe noXie woLiu shiteita?

You shiiYan Chai shigaXiao eteXing ku sayonaramoYan ezu

Sheng kiteruShi gaZui Di

sonnaShi woSi inagara

Zi Fen Zi Shen woAi suruShi moChu Lai nai

to be alive is the worst

that's what i feel

along with the fact that i cannot love myself

makes me want to vomit just thinking about it

all of your mimicking

cheap friendships and worthless values

what i want to fuckin' destroy is

this world and myself

who can't understand that?

nothing in this world has value

go mad

i cannot love myself

what i still can't get rid of

is the notion that someone will come and find me

somewhere is this feeling of wanting to believe

i dream

the pitiful life

that's right

grovel

and expose that shameful life of not being able to die

what i want to fuckin' destroy is

this world and myself

who can't understand that?

go mad

i cannot

go mad

chase it until death

go mad

i cannot

don't miss your mark

what i still can't get rid of

is the notion that someone will come and find me

somewhere is this feeling of wanting to believe

i dream

as i entered your eyes

what color was i bleeding?

the kind look on your face disappears without being able to say goodbye

to be alive is the worst

that's what i feel