way down and far below

most of my life i've missed the signs

i've missed a mother

up at night cursing about it all

the cringing moments

seen our hopes crucified and turned to scattered ashes

it's gone

it left me here to fend on my own

up and down

turned around

i've been so many faces

lost my home years ago

been searching many places

i don't belong to anyone

i've lost communication

it's gone

it landed me and left me here alone

i was already in this

i was born with these bags in my hands from the start

i was already in this

way down and far below

way down and far below

worrying is my calling

thoughts they keep erasing

no matter how many drugs that i keep on taking

it won't be long before my song has seen its final page

it's gone

they've left me here to fend on my own

systems fried

been compromised

i've seen some better days here

mud in eye

skin is dry

to feel often jaded

confidence is something i haven't felt in many ages

it's gone

they've left me here to feel on my own

i was already in this

i was born with these bags in my hands from the start

i was already in this

way down and far below

way down and far below

way down and far below

i was already in this

i was born with these bags in my hands from the start

i was already in this

i was born with these bags in my hands from the start\

was already in this

and i was born with these bags in my hands from the start

was already in this

way down and far below

way down and far below

way down and far below

way down and far below