waylaid (edit)

i was ending a dream

trying to find what it means

i was grasping at memories

and i reached out for you

not to wake you

i knew

that you weren't there

but still i reached

i don't want to spend another minute apart

i don't want to figure out the limits of my heart

i don't want to hear you tell me every single way you miss me

lightning strikes and i'm waylaid

feeling safer alone

feeling saner when low

and it scares me

this comfort zone

and my body has aged

since you saw it

i fade

from magenta

to pink

to grey

i don't want to spend another minute apart

i don't want to figure out the limits of my heart

i don't want to hear you tell me every single day you miss me

lightning strikes and i'm waylaid

i don't want to spend another minute apart

i don't want to figure out the limits of my heart

i don't want to hear you tell me every single day you miss me

lightning strikes and i'm waylaid

perpetual adoration

perpetual adoration

perpetual adoration

perpetual adoration

perpetual adoration

perpetual adoration

perpetual adoration

perpetual adoration

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perpetual adoration

perpetual adoration

perpetual adoration.