we lose control

breathing

i am fading

i feel like i'm losing myself

wanting

wishing

i could be someone i'm not

just give me a mirror

that can show me who i really am

i will never really know

drowning

engulfed by my past

i'm letting go

beyond everything i wish i could be

i wish i could be

like a pendulum

i forgot where i came from

with the weight of the world

swing me back and forth again

like a pendulum

i forgot where i came from

darkness

i gave in

now i'm picking up the pieces from my broken heart

like a pendulum

i forgot where i came from

with the weight of the world

swing me back and forth again

like a pendulum

i forgot where i came from

we lose control

american satan

we lose control

american satan

we lose control

american satan

we lose control

american satan

we lose control