wean off

hello? hey!

yeah

i know

i

i've been meaning to call

but

there's just something i gotta

i gotta tell you

that i can't

i don't know

i mean

i just

i don't know how to say this

but

i've met someone else

and

i

i love him

good bye

ay

honestly

honestly

honestly

hate this shit

yeah

ay

i needa wean off

4am waking up and skipping zoloft

i needa wean off

all this isolation give me hard ons

i'm not lonely

honestly

i think i've come to love it here

i get my rocks off

but i can't take the emotion when the drugs wear off

i needa wean off

hit me with a feature boy just know this is art

come at me with garbage and i'll rip it apart

honestly i been about it prior to you

and i don't need a fucking friend

i need a drink and a dart

i don't even smoke but i think i should start

take a couple years and give them back to the dark

alleviate the pain and fucking take out my heart

alleviate the pain and get me back to the dark

i needa wean off

4am waking up and skipping zoloft

i needa wean off

all this isolation give me hard ons

i'm not lonely

honestly

i think i've come to love it here

i get my rocks off

but i can't take the emotion when the drugs wear off

they want a love song

but i haven't felt love in a minute

it's been so long

truthfully i'm not sure if i was ever in it

but now it's all gone

the people and the visions we both thought of as vivid

thought of as lucid

fuck all the bullshit

strangle and beat up and fucking spit on the cupid

i'm so gone

scotch and a spliffy had got me saying some shit

i never dreamt of

sertraline pills

i'm not an artist i'm a motherfucking

pill box

right now

fuck the flashing lights

i think i'd rather see a

red dot

headshot

maybe it's time that i met god

4am waking up and skipping zoloft

i needa wean off

all this isolation give me hard ons

i'm not lonely

honestly

i think i've come to love it here

i get my rocks off

but i can't take the emotion when the drugs wear off

i needa wean off

i can't finish a project

or put it in motion

everything sounds shitty

by the damn second verse

got some real friends

sending me some warm texts

but it's a shame that my phone don't work

i got debt on debt

you like my shit

oh bet

i might not make it for a while

'cause i'm fucked in the head

find me sleepin' in bed

i got a 12 hour rest

i'ma wake up for an hour then go do it again

i needa wean off

give a fuck if i'm dependent on the meds

as long as i get up and think enough to make a track

it's weird to have a thousand people screaming what i said

i'm good at working under pressure

when i'm sad i write the best

smoke alot of weed but i'm addicted like it's crack

i been rippin' blunts until i feel it in my back

when you adopt the music you adopt it 'til you dead

your brain'll change and you can fire thoughts like your a gat

i needa wean off

4am waking up and skipping zoloft

i needa wean off

all this isolation give me hard ons

i'm not lonely

honestly

i think i've come to love it here

i get my rocks off

but i can't take the emotion when the drugs wear off

i needa wean off