what's good for me

i ain't no queen of hearts

i go through stages

i fall in love then complicate it

yeah

you know the feeling

without much hope just blind ambition

pretending that there's nothing missing

i always kept believing

that more

i thought if i had more i wouldn't get so bored

but everything just left me empty

love walking in and out of my door

wasn't good enough no more

when i don't trust myself life really sucks

and first time i thought it but i didn't do it

last time

that's when i really blew it

so this time i'm gonna do it different

'cause i know

i know

i know

if i put everything i have into it

eventually i'm gonna get what's good for me

i'm just trying to be creative

but everyone's so opinionated

wanna tell me what i'm feeling

'cause one man's junks another's treasure

when it's done it's hard to measure or keep from believing

that more

if only i had more

i wouldn't get so bored

but i know it's gonna leave me empty

life

walking in and out of my door wasn't good enough no more

when i don't trust myself i'm gonna get stuck

'cause i don't want to live my life wondering

if only i would've

i should've

i could've

but i didn't 'cause i only blame myself again

first time i thought it but i didn't do it

last time

that's when i really blew it

so this time

this time

this time

if i put everything i have into it

eventually i'm gonna get what's good for me