what a year it's been

what a year it's been

a lot of ups and downs

keep fallin' off the wagon

but never hit the ground

or should i say the bottom? that's a place i'll never go

was drinkin' hella heavy

had no self-control

started doubtin' myself

had no motivation

liquor and depression is a bad combination

ain't doin' enough

just doin' the most

tasted some success

then i put that shit in coast

never comin' around

my ass was always ghost

not realizin' i hurt the ones i loved the most

refuse to fuck this up when our dream is too close

had to grow up and put my pride behind

got out of my funk

and now i feel alive

writin' verses with a smile while my daughter's by my side

like

look mama

i made that

look mama

i made that

the boy is a star