what appears

slow steady hands waving their last goodbye

they've come a long way

they've carried me

they've carried me through waking dreams

and soft whispered words echoing all this time

speaking a strange tongue

but somehow i have recognized it all along

i turned myself blue

but forced my way through

and i'm still out here looking for answers

i ended up wrong the faster i've gone

but i know i am finding the answers

remembering every attempted flight

i don't want to stay here

i told myself i'd listen close i filled my ears

the lone nights are long

know you can understand

you just want to transform an empty stage

a fit of rage and you are born

i turned myself blue

but forced my way through

and i'm still out here looking for answers

i ended up wrong the faster i've gone

but i know i am finding the answers

i am not what appears

i am failures and fears

but i'm on my way

i am on my way

i turned myself blue

but forced my way through

and i'm still out here looking for answers

i ended up wrong the faster i've gone

but i know i am finding the answers

i am not what appears

i am failures and fears

but i'm on my way

i am on my way

slow steady hands waving their last goodbye

they've come a long way

they've carried me

they've carried me through waking dreams