what i should have learned in study hall
Singer:ice nine kills
well i waited till you packed your bags
took a picture and hoped it would last
with you all the way through
all the nights you and i couldn't have. now i know that it shouldn't be this hard
but you've moved yourself so damn far. and i won't suffice
when there's two thousand miles to drive. i'm thinking it over
i'm thinking of all the days and nights
we would spend laughing. are you happy. in colorado
did you find what you're looking for?
because i'm still searching for the life we were living before. you seem so young and so full of life
while i'm getting older with each hopeless night. you're still always on my mind
are we through this time?
well angels should ask you
what you're doing with me. i'm an apple who slipped too far from the tree. but i'm learning to rot away silently
as you grow into something more promising. and now we've got these god damn words
that mean nothing when i can't see your face
or have your body for touching. and everything i eat
so what are you trying to prove
did you find what you're looking for?
because i'm still searching for the life we were living before. and if i dropped everything and booked a flight
that my plane would crash that night
'cause the odds are against us
just know you meant more than i ever could want. i'm giving up. if just for one more night
then i'll be happy to walk away. you could put on that dress you know i love
taking your time zipping it up
you always knew what i liked. they'd base movies off our lust
but somehow they wouldn't suffice. you've got moves and abuse them
and i've got pictures to prove them
(you're not that far away
i'm sick of every word i wish you'd say)
i'm sure you're burning every note i ever sent
did you find what you're looking for?
because i'm still searching for the life we were living before. and if i dropped everything and booked a flight
that my plane would crash that night
cause the odds are against us
just know you meant more than i ever could want.