not what it seems

never crossed my mind

everything left behind

this thickening anxiety

from flickering sobriety

wear your nerves upon your sleeve

do or die and misconceive

coffin makes a snugly fit

flushed away from a world of shit

it's not what it seems

blinded by fear

and dead in your dreams

no it's all in your head

there's cons of living

and pros to be dead

in a horror kaleidoscope

illuminati conclave

just give me something to cope

entrapped in a kingdom of slaves

and i know it's been long time coming

been a lifelong numbing

children of god less faith

i don't think hell can wait

i saw it all a mile away

oh so long before today

wide awake but no aware

for the sake of your despair

it's not what it seems

blinded by fear

and dead in your dreams

no it's all in your head

there's cons of living

and pros to be dead

in a horror kaleidoscope

illuminaughty conclave

just give me something to cope

entrapped in a kingdom of slaves

digging your grave again