what she left behind

tonight on channel 5 news at 11

a coincident story of a step-father gone mad

the violent details have left the local neighbourhood in schock

i still hear your voice in my mind

i still hear your voice in my mind

such a lovely voice

such a lovely voice

i barely want you here

you think i want them here?

this is my fucking house

you think that i'ma pretend here?

they ain't my fucking blood

this ain't my kin here

don't make me slap you up again and break the limit

and this little one

he always starin' at the wall

is he retarded or somethin'?

or he don't care at all?

you bring that autism shit up again

i swear to god

i told you it's all in your head

you couldn't bear a thought

i told you it's not a disorder

it's bad mothering

and you don't make it any better

you just choose to smother him

and this other one

she dresses like a harlet

so don't come runnin' to me when she claims she gets assaulted

and boys is gonna be boys

so they ain't to be faulted

with bitches dressed like that it's cause they wanna be exalted

so don't give me no fucking excuses

or she could get it too

i pay the bills in here

we both know that it's never you

it's my way or the highway

so make a fucking choice

cause i don't like the way you make me raise my fucking voice

matter fact

i'm outta here

i need a fucking bag

the choice is yours

get it together or disappear

such a lovely voice

such a lovely voice

such a lovely voice

such a lovely voice

why the fuck ya'll still awake?

i need some time alone

the little one is crying

the other always down the phone

you think i'm being rough on you? well

i don't think i am

watch me when i put you in this yoke and show you who i am

you're paying attention to me now? now that i got violent?

when none of ya'll would move a fucking finger i was silent

i thought i had this b

and i thought that i was past it

cause every woman that have come before you got they ass kicked

one of them was hospitalized

the other one was murdered

i made it look like accidents

cause both of them deserved it

but here we are

and i thought i have put this shit behind me

but what i'm feeling now has overcome me and has blind me

so why the fuck you're trying me?

i had to break the stroll

and since this little one is cryin i have to break his jaw

and since your daughter dressing up and trying be a whore

i have to teach her a lesson and slide up in her raw

but that can wait for now

i'm gonna finish what i've started

i told your boy to shut his fucking mouth

is he retarded?

i'm the fucking victim here

the one who's brokenhearted

the one who no one loved

who was mistreated and discarded

the one who got abused and who was beaten all his life

the one who got confused and who was bleeding from the knife

i was drugged to the mud

i was condescended

so i'ma take the three ya'll with me and i'ma end it

the cops is on their way now? well

i ain't goin' to federal

but ain't dyin' alone so now the three of ya'll is dead too

i still hear your voice in my mind

i still hear your voice in my mind

such a lovely voice

such a lovely voice