whatever i fear

there's almost nothing left

you eat my kind for breakfast

what did i expect

to come here and find anyone?

find open arms to greet me

and friends to feed me

i sicken myself so much

and you eat my kind for breakfast

you eat my kind

whatever i fear the most is whatever i see before me

whenever i let my guard down

whatever i was ignoring

whatever i fear the most is whatever i see before me

whatever i have been given

whatever i have been

seeing myself this way

i am a monster i believe

and seeing is believing

is there no doubt left

when i wake up i poison myself

and poison leaves no appetite

i sicken myself so much

i sicken myself so

whatever i fear the most is whatever i see before me

whenever i let my guard down

whatever i was ignoring

whatever i fear the most is whatever i see before me

whatever i have been given

whatever i have been

did we expect these things to change

by waking up and suddenly there they are

and all i need's a starting place

and nothing ever seemed so hard. whatever i fear the most is whatever i see before me

whenever i let my guard down

whatever i was ignoring

whatever i fear the most is whatever i see before me

whatever i have been given

whatever i have been