when will i learn

wanted to get away

thought i could find a place

where everything would just make sense

wanted to see the light

thought i could find the fight

in me to get me through my day

oh

the ocean is breaking me apart

in darkness fighting just to swim

how can i hold my heart

when will i learn

i tried to have a voice

knowing that it's my choice

whether i'll ever break away

maybe it's just pretend

but i will try again

until i'm happy in my space

oh the mountain is crumbling from all sides

frozen

i could try to run

or i could close my eyes

when will i learn