where are my fucking pills?

paranoid

so paranoid

shut it out

i'm on self-destruct

i can't deal with the pains in my head

medicate the suffocation with bullshit arrogance

i'm in love with a suicide

in too deep is just a state of mind

self-sedation is my fucking 9 to 5

with a death obsession working overtime

i can't get clean

some scars won't leave

i won't come clean

paranoid

feed the void

running low

i'm so fucking weak

shit gets real when your friends end up dead

lying in a puddle on the side of the bed

but nothing says i love you like a capital crime

i'm praying for injection instead of 25

i can't take this fucking noose on my neck

barbiturate

percocet

caffeinated suspect

i'm in love with my suicide

playing the victim is such a waste of time

medicating to keep yourself alive

autopilot drug sick kicks into overdrive

i won't come clean

i won't come clean

paranoid

just feed the void

shut it out

this mic's set to stun

i can't deal with the pains in my head

medicate the suffocation with bullshit arrogance

i'm in love with a suicide

in too deep is just a state of mind

but i can come clean

you can trust me

rest your hopes on my lips and taste my venom

let my sorrow weigh you down and feed upon you