who am i kidding?

i found someone to need

i drowned in uncertain sea

slamming doors

losing keys

there you are in front of me

tried to leave

but you had me staying

'cause you have ways

ways to be in between the misery

of what i mean and i what i ain't saying

who am i kidding? oh

i'm always in a pickle when you call

even when it's been too fucking long

who am i kidding? no

i'm always on a flight

got all my friends

when you wanna meet up on a whim

who am i kidding? oh

i'm only fooling myself

i'll fit wherever i can

i'll keep doing it until i can't

slamming doors

losing keys

there you are in front of me

tried to leave

but you had me staying

'cause you have ways

ways to be in between the misery

of what i mean and i what i ain't saying

who am i kidding? oh

i'm always in a pickle when you call

even when it's been too fucking long

who am i kidding? no

i'm always on a flight

got all my friends

when you wanna meet up on a whim

who am i kidding? oh

i'm only fooling myself

i'm so done with you"