who i am hates who i've been

Singer:relient k

i watched the proverbial sunrise

coming up over the pacific and

you might think i'm losing my mind

but i will shy away from the specifics. 'cause i don't want you to know where i am

'cause then you'll see my heart

in the saddest state it's ever been. this is no place to try and live my life. stop right there. that's exactly where i lost it. see that line. well i never should have crossed it. stop right there. well i never should have said

that it's the very moment that

i wish that i could take back. i'm sorry for the person i became. i'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. i'm ready to be sure i never become that way again

'cause who i am hates who i've been. who i am hates who i've been. i talk to absolutely no one. couldn't keep to myself enough. and the things bottled inside have finally begun

to create so much pressure that i'll soon blow up. i heard the reverberating footsteps

synching up to the beating of my heart

and i was positive that unless i got myself together

i would watch me fall apart. and i can't let that happen again

'cause then you'll see my heart

in the saddest state it's ever been. this is no place to try and live my life. who i am hates who i've been

and who i am will take the second chance you gave me. who i am hates who i've been

'cause who i've been only ever made me. so sorry for the person i became. so sorry that it took so long for me to change. i'm ready to be sure i never become that way again

'cause who i am hates who i've been. who i am hates who i've been.

Lyric Context: who i am hates who i've been - relient k