who i am hates who i've been (acoustic)

i watched the proverbial sunrise

coming up over the pacific and

you might think i'm losing my mind

but i will shy away from the specifics

'cause i don't want you to know where i am

'cause then you'll see my heart

in the saddest state it's ever been

and this is no place to try and live my life

stop right there. that's exactly where i lost it

see that line. i never should have crossed it

stop right there. i never should have said that

it's the very moment that i wish that i could take back

i'm sorry for the person i became

i'm sorry that it took so long for me to change

i'm ready to be sure i never become that way again

'cause who i am hates who i've been

who i am hates who i've been

and i talk to absolutely no one

couldn't keep to myself enough

and the things bottled inside have finally begun

to create so much pressure that i'll soon blow up

and i heard the reverberating footsteps

syncing up to the beating of my heart

and i was positive that unless i got myself together

i would watch me fall apart

and i can't let that happen again

'cause then you'll see my heart

in the saddest state it's ever been

and this is no place to try and live my life

i'm sorry for the person i became

i'm sorry that it took so long for me to change

i'm ready to try never become that way again

'cause who i am hates who i've been

who i am hates who i've been