brian wilson

drove downtown in the rain

nine-thirty on a tuesday night

just to check out the late night

record shop. call it impulsive

call it compulsive

call it insane. but when i'm surrounded i just can't

stop. it's a matter of instincts

a matter of conditioning

a matter of fact. you can call me pavlov's dog. ring a bell and i salivate

how'd you like that?

dr. landy tell me

i'm not just a pedagogue. 'cuz right now i'm

lyin in bed

just like brian wilson did

well i am

lying in bed

just like brian wilson did. so i'm lying here

just staring at the ceiling tiles

and i'm thinking about

oh

what to think about. just listening and relistening

to smiley smile. and wondering if this is some kind of creative drought

because i'm

and if you want to find me

i'll be out in the sandbox

wondering where the hell all the

love has gone

playing my guitar and

building castles in the sun and

singing fun