now i can feel it

two years i held my breath under that water's edge

under reflection

and pain

two years i never slept too tired to lie or rest

too tired to forget your name

i felt the morning for the first time since you closed your eyes

i never thought i could again

two years have caused too much

this fog is not enough

i need to flush out the blame

now i can feel it

like the first day of the summer

now i can feel it

like the water in the desert

i saw your shadow lost

i heard it whispering

calling and falling in shame

in your return of life

are you as lost as i?

is your deception the same?

to keep myself from falling

i dreamt that you were running while

walking through a pattern

whispering a holy light

drifting through the water

i began to feel the light

slowly into water

now i can feel it

like the first day of the summer

now i can feel it

like the water in the desert

now i can feel it

i gave a part of me unto the water

but

no one's there

i gave a promise to try to follow you

no one's there

oh

no one's there

oh

now i can feel it

now i can feel it

like the first day of the summer

now i can feel it

like the water in the desert

now i can feel it