would it matter

would it even matter if i told you how i felt?

i know no one cares

and so i keep it to myself

i know no ones there

so ima do this with no help

my mind is a prison

i feel locked inside a cell

looking for somebody who gon' save me from myself

i can't really trust a thing that all these people tell me

everybody wanna claim they know me

but i swear that they don't even know a thing

staring off into the ceiling now

laying down inside the living room

just spacing out

i can feel my every thought coming and crashing down

stuck inside and ima find a way to make it out

before my grandma died i told her i would make her proud

i hope she sees me and she smiles when she's looking down

i been low

but who doesn't stress from time to time?

i chill with benji

we like finn and jake

adventure time

it's getting cold inside this room

and these blankets just ain't helping

think it's time to smoke to save my self from overthinking

don't know why i care so much

but i always seem to feel it

think i need to get up

instead of dragging myself in it

cause drowning myself in all this doubt

drives me psycho

like singing a song

but you don't ever hit the right notes

writing a song

but hating everything that you wrote

wanting a home

but hating everywhere that you go

don't talk to me

if you're just gonna waste my time

don't fuck with me

if you're just gonna feed me lies

don't talk to me

if you're just going to be mean

don't fuck with me

if you don't plan on being sweet

baby are you down?

will you stay around?

i need a girl who gon' pick me when i am down

we could leave this town

just need each other around

i need a real one who gon love me till i'm deep in the ground

by myself again

tossing and turning at night

yeah i know i won't sleep so i turn on the light

i be checking my phone but it's so late at night

i look for a text

but there's not one in sight

i been looking for someone who i could call mine"