wrath

chills in the air

awakened by the cold

i blanket myself in the warmth of your hold

avoiding existence

not welcomed by nature

pain becoming visible in my eyes

your forged compassion is drowning in my mind

alienated

starved

left behind

your forged compassion is drowning in my mind

sympathy overwhelmed

seemingly so fucking cold

once floored by euphoria; darkness now holding me back

an endless struggle that consumes

leaving nothing but anguish

stripped of what i loved

myself left to vanish

one foot after another you crush what i am

echoing thoughts

connected with sorrow in the end

i will not be part of this

reality lost as i hear your words

reason left on the back burner

misguided by false empathy

alienated

starved

left behind

i've seen into your eyes

your pain

your lies

one foot after another you crush what i am

echoing thoughts

connected with sorrow in the end

i will not be part of this

reality lost i will not seek the attention you crave

but to you it's all a game

chills in the air

awakened by the cold

i blanket myself in the warmth of your hold

avoiding existence

not welcomed by nature

lost value in myself

found in someone else

coming from your ability to show no remorse

your path is ruinous

a detrimental force