you can't blame me

Singer:makeout

i was so high last night

heard you talking but couldn't reply

something caught my eye

pulled me closer to the other side

is this what you wanted

to crash and to burn and

to learn it the hard way

congrats

yeah you earned it

wish i could get it right

nothing works

no matter what i try

sometimes

the last thing i need is some sunlight

but recently i'm seeing this side

of 5 a.m. way too many nights

you can't blame me

i'm not fine

pretending that everything's alright

cause this time just might be the last time

that i'll ever hear you say good night

you can't blame me

now i'm nothing but a voice inside your head

replaying all the memories we never had

you can't take back all the words you never said

not everything made of gold is meant to last

is this what you wanted

to crash and to burn and

to learn it the hard way

congrats

yeah you earned it

now i'm nothing but a ghost inside this bed

an empty room that's filled with nothing but regret

sometimes

the last thing i need is some sunlight

but recently i'm seeing this side

of 5 a.m. way too many nights

you can't blame me

i'm not fine

pretending that everything's alright

cause this time just might be the last time

that i'll ever hear you say good night

you can't blame me

i'm not fine

pretending it's alright

it's never been alright

i'm not fine

pretending it's alright

it's never been alright

if i ever said i was fine i was lying

to keep you from finding the pills you're prescribing

you're the one who always did the deciding

so why are you crying when i'm the one dying?

sometimes

the last thing i need is some sunlight

but recently i'm seeing this side

of 5 a.m. way too many nights

you can't blame me

i'm not fine

pretending that everything's alright

cause this time just might be the last time

that i'll ever hear you say good night

you can't blame me

i'm not fine

pretending it's alright

it's never been alright

i'm not fine

pretending it's alright

it's never been alright