feeling like the old me
huh
when i was hungry for this shit
still hungry too
eh
benjamin
he got benjamins
i'm back to my habits
back to my ways
back to putin that yak to my face
back to dumpin these ashes in trays
back to who i was back in the days
back to the grain
can't believe i actually changed
talked about gettin rich
now i'm actually paid
swerved a little
got off track but now i'm back in my lane
life is good
yeah
but i always relapse to that pain
mental health is sustained
them thoughts in the back of my brain
fuck love
them bitches ain't deserve the love that i gave
but when i fucked i always made sure that they actually came
when from trappin to fame
crazy
now i'm trapped in the fame
and i be switchin bitches like i switch hats it's a shame
with this game
you either lack or you gain
or both
cause i just made a rack and blew that on a chain
but i'm self made
back in that booth
back on that stage
and when you independent rap pays
no cap
man
and i got a hundred demons in my rearview
but the money up ahead and it's a clearview
if you ain't loyal like i'm loyal i don't feel you
cause where i'm from that type of shit will kill you
3 in the morning sippin this henny
thanking god for these ms
came from a pocket of pennies
haters talkin that shit
that's just the devil tryin to get me
thank you to who defend me
but opinions never offend me
nah
i'm a livin legend man
i swear to god
that little homey doing 7
he was pitchin hard
but he gotta take that l cause he ain't snitchin
nah
this lifestyle got me hooked
just like a fishing rod
call me a bitch all you want
just know that bitch in charge
tell all these small money niggas i'm really livin large
just know i keep the 40 on me
ain't got to send the squad
i be doly most of the time cause bitch i live with heart
when they killed my brother it ripped my shit apart
i buy this ice so i can shine cause my heart is dark
these vvs
what's the difference
just a different spark
i'm a dog and you a dog
but i bite
you bark
and i got a hundred demons in my rearview
but the money up ahead and it's a clearview
if you ain't loyal like i'm loyal i don't feel you
cause where i'm from that type of shit will kill you
and your life can change
as long as you still you
when they throwin bricks just let it build you
if they movin funny don't let em near you
and if they don't respect you make em fear you