afterlife pt.2 (the letter)

Singer: young pappy

2 cups

aye

i'm finna just spazz

alright?

and shout out to spazz

right?

i remember being a youngin'

fresh in the game

pops wasn't home so i was trying to get blessed in the game

hustling rocks on the block

summertime in the rain

thirsty for a body

trying my best just to get a name

i was in that shit to win it

empty that clip till it's finished

schooled by them older dudes that was there from the beginning

i was a shorty they told the whole story but the ending

see my life was like a movie but this movie can't be rented

i've been sinning but we all sin

the bible say we all kin

you know it don't work like that my nigga

we can't all win

mama taught me keep my circle small

that way it's more for me

stopped supporting me when she start having to go to court for me

lil' nigga by that corner store

fuck you on that corner for?

trying to get a dollar

niggas left bro on that corner floor

they forgot about my homie like he wasn't born before

trying to see that light

you niggas ain't been through that storm before

cause that sunshine ain't always bright

and them niggas that be talking

they ain't always right

man

my niggas changed on me

we was always tight

before them bodies got to dropping

we would always fight

but shit changed it'll never be the same no more

why the fuck these handcuffs don't feel strange no more?

lord please

i don't want to feel this pain no more

them cloudy days hoping that it ain't gone rain no more cause when it rains it pours

it's real in this field

nigga

most of them niggas in your circle ain't the real

nigga

when them guns pop them headshots don't heal

nigga

mama said if you don't get killed then the state'll deal with ya

and that's real fucked up cause she was right

so when i was in that cell i thought about that every night

got a kite sent from my homie

said stop playing with them pipes!"