your disease

i never seem to catch me right before i hit the floor

i never seem to get me

and i'm coming back for more

i can't get it right

self medicated

dive down the bottle of the substance i've created

bag of excuses

and i feel useless

do you know how it feels to be hollowed out?

cause i'm drowning

just to catch my breath

i'm drowning till there's nothing left

there's nothing left

and i'm about to drown here

do you hear me yet?

drowning

just to catch my breath

i'm at the starting line when i've been left behind

you all keep going and going until i'm out of time

is this medicine enough to cure?

bring me to be your disease

and i won't be cured

bring me to be your disease

i never seem to catch me right before i hit the floor

i never seem to get me

and i'm coming back for more

drowning just to catch my breath

i'm drowning till there's nothing left

there's nothing left

get up

get up

get up

when you're down to nothing you always look for something

even if it means you become your own disease

so hold me closer

i need something to make me feel

to make me feel again