it's been coming for a while
but i push it back into my mind
there's a darkness in my head
try to shake it but it has its time
can't keep holding to what isn't there
can't keep holding to what isn't there
can't keep holding to what isn't there
can't keep holding to what isn't there
can't keep holding to what isn't there
can't keep holding to what isn't there
can't keep holding to what isn't there
can't keep holding to what isn't there