Contextual Analysis of "Is it any wonder" in Lyrics

when i think of the times that i called and you came

when i'm empty

and a bottle of cold brew

well i'm so tired of losing- i got nothing to do and all day to do it

you had me wanting you

is it any wonder

and tell me how no one knows anything in here

is it any wonder i try?

beats for

well

and tell me how no one knows anything in here

is it any wonder i try?

this dead city longs to be living

with their broken schemes and their lotteries

start

that she would feel less than real

for i know the grass is greener on the other side

it's hard to see through